Expanded Services *Revisited

* Now that Saturn has stationed direct and more and more Leo energy is dominating the scene, it seems like a good time to promote my services. Please take a peek at my re-post  Expanded Services included below, and consider treating yourself or a friend to a reading!

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As I mentioned in my last post Beautiful Chaos, I have revised my services page by adding new types of readings to the menu of services. In addition to Astrology and Astrological counseling, I now offer Intuitive readings and Dream Interpretations.  As always, these services can be mixed and matched accordingly to your preferences and individual needs.

I have been offering intuitive readings for free, and incorporating the dream work into my therapy practice for many years. Now I am ready to share them both with you!

To get the details, visit my Services Page.

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Have I read for you recently and you found the information helpful and illuminating? Do you have a story to share on how my services made a powerful impact on your life? I am looking to expand my Testimonials Page by including more recommendations on all of my services.

 Interested in spreading the word ?

Please contact me if you are able to offer up a recommendation. Thanks to all those who have already contributed to the page or supported me in other ways. I am very grateful to all of you who believe in me and my calling.

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Re-volving, cycles, and feathers

"Shaft of Indian Peacock tail feather" by MichaelMaggs - Own work. Licensed under Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 2.5 via Wikimedia Commons - http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Shaft_of_Indian_Peacock_tail_feather.jpg#mediaviewer/File:Shaft_of_Indian_Peacock_tail_feather.jpg

Tomorrow July 21st marks 9 years since I had an intense awakening ~ an expansive opening.  I blogged about it here.  It was a mystical experience that still occasionally reverberates within me, even to this day. It was on a Sunday and today is Sunday. While I have briefly reminded myself this week about the 9 year cycle, my mind has been overloaded and this anniversary has pretty much remained in the background.

I woke up at peace this Sunday morning and wonderfully rested. I recall having had an odd dream about astrology and oracles and the globe. I think it may be significant, but I am not certain as of yet. I felt some of Eckhart Tolle’s spaciousness and then I remembered the cycle. Nine years are the completion and the culmination of all that came before. Hmmm…

So Karen and Sindy and Julianne and other blogettes write often about fairies, angels, feathers, and the like. And while I do try to remain open, I have my doubts.  Call me a skeptic. You know “Oh,Ye of little faith”. Well, I am Ye!  I only believe what I directly experience. This is how I roll. One of the reasons I especially like Anita Moorjani is because she postulates that faith is unnecessary on the spiritual path. I could not agree with her more.

So I notice a big white feather on my couch today. I pick it up and place it alongside some items on my coffee table.  I begin to wonder about angels. I did blog on angels yesterday after all. Then a couple of hours later while putting away some things on the kitchen counter , another white feather drifts onto the counter. Then I really take notice. I do want to state that I have feather pillows in my home and have at one point placed a white feather in a bowl on the kitchen counter. But I rarely ever see a stray feather and I do not think I have even noticed 2 in the same day.

Would 3 or more be more dramatic? How about a purple one like that featured in the image earlier in this post?  Yes, and yes.

Yet, something got my attention today and the 2 white feathers were enough for me to realize that some of that mystical residue from 9 years ago is still in play.

Am I evolving, re-volving, or  just delighted to have enjoyed a pleasant Sunday alert and content?

This song seems appropriate ~ spinning wheel

related post: http://lindalitebeing.wordpress.com/2013/05/14/calling-all-angels/

 

image credit ~ “Shaft of Indian Peacock tail feather” by MichaelMaggs – Own work. http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/2.5/wikimedia.org

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I’m in Heaven

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Well maybe I am not in heaven, but it sure feels great to receive an award from Sue at Dreamwalker’s Sanctuary. Thank you Sue for gifting me with an Angel award. Most of you know Sue, but for any who don’t, she is sweet, caring, passionate about causes close to her heart, and loyal. Her blog is as beautiful as it is diverse in scope. I consider it a gift because I do not see myself as angelic. Yet on a good day when I am well rested, relaxed, and centered, I can access some divine inspiration. That inspiration will likely help me spread some light or guidance to those I see on a daily basis.

 

 

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This award does not come with any rules attached, except to pass on the award itself to angelic bloggers. This will not be too difficult since I know quite a few folks who fit the bill.

Nominees

Ka

Amanda

Julie

Eric

James

 

 

These are folks who blog about positive change with creativity, vision, and clarity. They embody integrity, kindness, and gentility. I am not certain if any of them play harp, but you never know! They are authors, poets, astrologers, teachers,healers, artists, and lovely souls. Please explore their work and you will be happy that you did.  Congrats to my nominees: You all have downloaded a slice of heaven onto the blogosphere and beyond.

 

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painting by Josephine Wall

header photography by © litebeing chronicles ( check out the angels who reside in the center of the orchids!)

 

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Kaleidoscopes and Reflecting the Divine

This was originally re-blogged but there were techno difficulties regarding restoring images. Please enjoy this treasure by Amanda at dreamrly.com

 

My life is a kaleidoscope
Of changing thoughts and patterns
Evolving into a multifaceted perspective.
Then the colored glass
Becomes precious gems of joy, and truth,
Harmony and balance,
Rearranging themselves
So I can stretch and expand and reach for the Light.
– Linda Joy Montgomery, a poet and photographer who lost her sight 

I recently stumbled upon a fellow WordPress-er’s blog and was truly overwhelmed with the Divine Presence I found there. It wasn’t so much the content of the posts, as the energy. Peace whispered in one ear, Compassion in the other, while my heart silently exploded with Love. As a deep feeler, I have found that these experiences of Recognition, these encounters with people who reflect back a palpable Divine Presence, are some of the greatest gifts on earth.

Exchanging energy with people who radiate wisdom and happiness, with ceaseless vibration, reminds me of a kaleidoscope…and the importance of being mindful as to what each of our kaleidoscopes reflects back to ourselves, and the world.

Ram’s blog made me wonder… How can each of our kaleidoscopes reflect back a deeper Divine Presence?

 

Beyond its inherent beauty and captivating magic, the kaleidoscope symbolizes life – a mandala in action. Man is the center. The awakening of intelligence is the first radiating circle, spiraling from the center and proceeding from there, each person’s mandala is as individual and distinctively different as a fingerprint.

Only man’s awareness and attunement to the Original Creative Force determine whether the patterns in his mandala fall at random or seek a meaningful direction. The archetype referred to by Carl Jung represents a pattern of order in which each content falls into its proper place and the tumbling pieces are held together by a protective circle – the microcosmic enclosed within the macrocosmic.   - Cozy Baker, Founder of the Brewster Kaleidoscope Society

So how do we ensure our kaleidoscopes are in tune with the Source? If we imagine that each one of our actions, thoughts and feelings build our kaleidoscope, would we change our behavior? Would we be kinder to ourselves and others? Would we greet the Sun each morning, in awe of its unbelievable reliability??

The world is your kaleidoscope, and the varying combinations of colors which it presents to you at every succeeding moment are the exquisitely adjusted images of your ever moving thoughts.
- James Allen

“The integration of worship, knowledge, and beauty is a significant feature of the Mandala, enabling it to convey a teaching to the receptive. The Mandala expresses a knowledge of the laws of harmony. It is not concerned with the personal but with the transpersonal; not with the fugitive and the arbitrary but with the eternal. – Mandala, by Jose and Miriam Arguelles

We also ensure our kaleidoscope is reflecting back Source by remembering we are indeed part and parcel of the greatest kaleidoscope of all, the interconnectedness of all things. It is here we see that while we all experience the world through our individual kaleidoscope, perceiving life through a multitude of thoughts, feelings, relationships and epiphanies, we are all tiny mirrors in the larger, singular kaleidoscope of existence.

“The kaleidoscope can best be understood as a metaphor for a new world perspective. It is as if you took the dizzying multiplicity of people, places, and things in the world and placed them in an object case. Where there was division, difference, and apparent chaos, there emerges integration, similarity, and an organic unfolding.

“The metaphor offers a realization of a connecting, purposeful spirit that envelops the whole earth, connecting all organisms in an endless chain of life. The simple pleasure of viewing a kaleidoscope reminds us of the interdependence and interrelatedness of life on earth. The earth as seen from space is a living mandala, an organic whole, and as an image, forms a foundation for a widening of the human perceptual horizon and a broadening of thought and understanding.” - Kaleidoscope artist Dean Kent

 

All images by Kaleidoscope artist Andy Gilmore

Thank you Ram for inspiring this post; true guru…I love Her in you – you are beautiful, beautiful Steno!!!!!!

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11:11: The Universe Has Your Number – Pay Attention!

lindalitebeing:

a great piece on the magic of repetitive numerical sequences…

Originally posted on Welcome to ghost talk blog:

You wake up at 1:11 AM several nights in a row. Your eyes are drawn to the digital clock at exactly 11:11. You see these numbers everywhere—on license plates, addresses, telephone numbers—until you feel the number 11 is stalking you! Is it coincidence, or is the Universe trying to get your attention?

If you are a spiritually awakened soul, you know that “coincidences” are obsolete, and to see something repeatedly is a message of some kind. In the case of numbers, the more you see in the sequence, especially if you see them repeatedly, the stronger the message! When you see number sequences repeatedly, stop and meditate on the number. What comes to mind?

It is not uncommon to see one sequence of numbers for a while, and then a shift to another sequence. This indicates a shift in energy to another significant area of your life that…

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Musings: 7/ 11, Moonshadows and 18 months of blogging

This is gonna be a quick one folks. Just a fast weaving together of disparate thoughts that need expression…

Eighteen months of blogging for litebeing chronicles as of tomorrow, 7-11-14. Where does the time go??

Just in time for another full moon to grace us with its presence ( Oh no squeals Mr. Bill ). Full moon in Capricorn this Saturday – Saturn’s day and Saturn’s moon. It lands in my 12th house, good times??

Which brings me to Cat Stevens…

Recently I viewed the latest concert for the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame induction ceremony. It was such a fabulous line up this year. Cat Stevens was one of the featured honorees and his tribute and performance moved me to tears. I was so surprised to see him and doubted that he would perform since he left public life to pursue the holy life. But perform he did and it was awesome. I hungered to hear two of his classics that were not performed on the show. One of them is Moonshadow.

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Seems very fitting for the coming full moon and the blending of time/ classics ( Saturn) and warm memories ( Cancer and the moon ).

Here is also a shout out to my old friend Arlene who first introduced me to Cat Stevens. We would play his greatest hits record over and over and over again.

 

Those were good times!

Blessings in the light and among the shadows…

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Lucky litebeing ~ published on 7-7-14

Welcome to my world!

This quote is the first line from the food show that started it all, A Cook’s Tour with Anthony Bourdain. There are some people you like right away and Anthony is one of those in my world. I considered his influence on me immediately last Saturday when I had an incredibly blessed and lucky day that involved food, film, and fancy.

 

By WNYC New York Public Radio. Cropped and edited by Daniel Case (Anthony Bourdain and Leonard Lopate) [CC-BY-2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0)], via Wikimedia Commons

Tony is not only a gifted television personality on multiple networks, but  a supremely talented writer, chef, foodie, philosopher and adventurer. Here is an excerpt from his book A Cook’s Tour,  from which the television show was based:

I wanted magic.  When is food magic?  What are the common denominators? Certainly. when food is the result of a brilliant  and obsessive personal vision, it can take on mystical, magical aspects. At their best, chefs like to consider themselves alchemists, and some of them, particularly the French, have a long and glorious tradition of turning lead into gold.

… Respecting the ingredient may no longer be an economic necessity in much of the emerging world, it is now  a pleasure, to be experienced and enjoyed at one’s chosen time and place.  When everything is just right. a well made tete de veau can be not only a thing to be savored for its challenging yet simple combinations of flavors and textures; it can, with the haunting power of sense memory, remind us of times and places long past.

Do you see why I worship this guy??

There was a time that I wanted to be linked with powerful men so that I could also feel powerful ( Pluto conjunct North Node in the 7th). Those days are gone, so I would prefer to be like Anthony Bourdain and write and eat my away around our planet, rather than be with him. Not that I would I rule out a romance if we were both single and the opportunity presented itself  :)

In any event, I have followed him from series to series and now have begun to read his work and he is a bit more spiritually oriented than the persona presented  on-screen. I will have to read more of A Cook’s Tour to see what other secrets are revealed.

After another busy week, I decided to escape to the movies. I went online to see what is playing at a beautiful grand cinema in the suburbs and decide to see Chef.  I then checked out some nearby places to stop for lunch. I knew there’s a decent barbecue joint in the area so I googled  it and discovered a new offering. It is called Lucky Well. 

I noticed this line on the front page of the web site:

 

 

More on this later…

 

 

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I thoroughly enjoyed Chef  and would rate it as one of the top 5 food movies of all time. High praise I know, but I just adored this movie. The splendid cinematography elevated even the most simple culinary preparations to extraordinary artistic heights.

Within just a few minutes into this flick, I was hooked. So often I will force myself to be patient and give at least a half hour before I start quipping ” Do I care about these characters? ” Not in this case. I was whisked away from the excess of Los Angeles to the vibrant clean salsa of South Beach to the chaotic, flamboyant magic of New Orleans by way of music, flavor, and whimsy.

The plot is simple: Give a person a chance to do what they love and watch them come back to life! Is there really a better message out there?

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So across the street I discovered The Lucky Well. It is owned by Chad Rosenthal who recently competed on The Next Food Network Star. I grabbed a table and perused the menu. Shortly thereafter, my server Christina shows up. We initially encountered a few communication issues ( Mercury retro strikes again), but eventually came to an understanding. The pulled pork sandwich and brussel sprouts with garlic, bacon, and parmesan cheese were truly a revelation. Life was good, and lucky! Christina and I began talking soap operas, film production, and barbecue. Then we shared some of our favorite films. I kinda felt like we already were acquainted as our conversation progressed. I gave her my business card and thanked her for such a great meal.

I was not mislead by the 111 symbology guiding me to Lucky Well.  At the end of a fabulous lunch and enlightening conversation with Christina, the bill arrived:

 

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Notice the 111, followed by 333 pm and then  # 50003?

Did the owners consider 111 to be lucky?

Just wonderin’ !

My mom often referred to me as Lucky Linda. I never cared for it since it seemd to lack authenticity and appeared to be sarcastic in tone.

 

But in that moment at 3:33 pm, I did feel quite lucky.

 

image credits:

Anthony Bourdain photo by By WNYC New York Public Radio. Cropped and edited by Daniel Case (Anthony Bourdain and Leonard Lopate) [CC-BY-2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0)], via Wikimedia Commons

Chef poster via wikimedia.org fair use

sandwich image by jeffreyw (Mmm…pulled pork sammich Uploaded by Fæ) [CC-BY-2.0 (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0)], via Wikimedia Commons

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Mercury Retrograde – It’s over!

Shadow, what shadow!  Mercury went direct today and I say ” Thank God it’s over!” If you hold the thought in your heart, that the shadow is irrelevant, it will be :)

Hey, any excuse to post a YouTube video is a good one, but in this case it is well deserved.

I really did not care for Boz Scaggs that much when he was popular, but this song really drives the message home!

 

If only Saturn could turn direct today as well…

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Windows Into My Soul

Its time to write about the donuts….

This story is not about just donuts or dreams or time collapsing into itself or the ego’s love of status. It is about all these things and more.

Dunkin Donuts

A couple of weeks ago I had some chance encounters at my favorite Dunkin Donuts. I go there every morning on my way to work and typically buy a breakfast sandwich and a caffeinated beverage ( so it is not really about donuts after all.) I have been frequenting this establishment for years. It is on the way to my old job that I left two years ago and I like their quick service and convenient location. What is interesting is that my current route to my new job has me drive near the offices of my two last employers! Like I said it is a great location. Did I mention that during the three years I have visited this particular franchise that  I have rarely seen anyone here that I know?

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So about 2 weeks ago a woman taps me on the shoulder as I wait for my iced tea. She is the medical records manager from my job of 2 years ago. This encounter does not qualify to be a bona-fide Collisions piece, but it was interesting since I have never seen her here when we worked together. A few days later, I see another coworker from 2 years ago in the parking lot of the same Dunkin Donuts. We will call him Greg. He was a coworker/ quasi supervisor ( it is a long and boring story so I will spare you.) I mention that I saw one of his coworkers here just a few days before. He says I look happy. I don’t know if I felt happy but I was glad that he was interested in my well-being.

 

Who is following me?

Fast forward to this past Monday. I am attending a training in center city Philadelphia for a few days. The event is located in a lovely art deco style skyscraper near the heart of the city. I worked in this very building about eight years ago and have not been back since. Within a few minutes of my arrival I see Greg, the same coworker who I saw in the Dunkin Donuts parking lot. I said to him “Are you following me?” with a hint of laughter laced with anxiety/ paranoia. I saw the list of trainees beforehand and no one I previously knew was on the list. After I see him, a former office mate from the very same job walks in. He is a fellow Scorpio sun with a Gemini moon and a royal **** ( my shadow perhaps?).  I call his name and say hello. It turns out that these two were added to the training  class at the last-minute since they were unable to attend when their agency was scheduled.

* Conveniently forgotten detail/Mercury retro glitch?

While descending on the elevator with my current team on the second day of training, I quickly spy a former colleague from 8 years ago. I did not remember his name, but he looked exactly as I recall from 2006. I would have greeted him had I been able to compose myself before he exited into the lobby. Why did I forget to mention this when I posted yesterday? Blame it on Mercury if you like, but I think my subconscious mind was just protecting me from over stimulation. He was someone who I was fond of, and I hope he is content still working for the same organization after all these years.

So here I am with my staff from my new job being reunited with my coworkers from 2 and 8 years ago in the very building in which I once worked  8 years ago!

Now here is where it gets really strange..

On the second day of the three-day training I decide to sit by the window. There is more room to put all my stuff and I can disengage a bit from the crowd. The weather is hot and sunny and I glance out upon the stunning skyline. I feel my heart race a bit faster and a tinge of excitement washes over me. I have seen this very view before!

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  This picture above is not an exact replica but  it will suffice.

As I marvel at the stunning architecture and the way the light cascades over the various structures, I realize that I have seen this view many times. I immediately recall being shown my new office eight years ago. It was huge and somewhat disconcerting. I had just left my employment with the city and had landed a promotion in the private sector. The job was at a non-profit but the atmosphere screamed grandeur and elegance. What really grabbed me was the view. I was up close to twenty stories high and the view was magnificent. While I was only a few blocks away from my city office, I might as well have been on another continent. The air was rarefied here.

The Bellevue beckons

During my lunch break in 2014, I waltzed across the street to the food court at the former Bellevue – Stratford Hotel. I have dined here many times before, but not recently. The streets had an excitement and energy that was electric. Many of the people were dressed in colorful, unique styles and exuded confidence and originality. I remember wanting to be one of them back in 2006. The film The Devil Wears Prada had just come out and I identified a bit with the lead character. I was evolving just like Anne Hathaway’s character did as she began to adapt to her new role in the corporate food chain.

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After I devour my Reuben sandwich at the food court, I scurry upstairs to window shop. I walk into Nicole Miller after I eye the fabulous dresses in the window. I still feel a bit intimidated perusing the aisles of high-end designer apparel. I am so taken with the delicate ivory wedding gowns, one more stunning than the next. After that I visit a Swiss chocolate shop and indulge in a small chocolate hazelnut confection that was worth every penny ( and calorie !).

I want to return to 2006 as the woman I am now. I want to relive this time with the knowledge that status and title mean nothing. I had forgotten how much I wanted to be this person that was inconsistent with my true nature. But I had also forgotten how excited and alive I felt before my dreams were dashed and disappointment and regret set in.  I knew that recapturing pre - disillusion 2006 is not likely, so I go back upstairs and reclaim my window seat.

Ready for the dream sequence?

Somewhere in the midst of all this alluring ambiance and time bending activity, I have a flash of insight. I once dreamt about seeing Greg in a center city skyscraper! I go home after the last day of the training and begin to search my dream diary to find the dream. I guess that it was fairly recent so I review my entries from late 2013 and early 2014. I discover nothing. I read every last one over and over, still coming up empty. Did I really have such a dream or was it simply that I failed to record it anywhere?

Tonight I went through my all-purpose journal in the hopes it may resurface. I am pleased to report that I did write it down and the dream occurred on 11-28-12. It seemed so recent in my consciousness, but in fact it took place 1 1/2 years ago, before I even began this blog.

The dream itself was very complicated and included people I know ( former coworkers such as Greg ) and TV characters. Themes of work and home were prominent, as were elevators and keys and new beginnings among people from my past. My goal is not to do a dream analysis here, but to point out the parallels between the 2012 dream and my 2014 “reality”.

The glorious view

I relished that amazing view yesterday during the final day of the training. I wanted to keep it close for safe keeping. As I traveled back to the train station at the end of the day, I walked at a leisurely pace. I took in the sights and sounds and marveled at the bohemian jewelry in the boutiques.  I also treated myself to pineapple sorbet at the gelato shop. I fondly recalled how I once savored the decadent gelato flavors before becoming lactose intolerant. However, the pineapple sorbet was scrumptious and satisfied my sweet tooth momentarily.

Back in 2008, I associated the spectacular skyline view with prestige, power, and status. Sometimes I  wish I could live in that space just a while longer, but it is not possible. While my ego is still quit robust, I am so past that illusion that superficiality is the key to inner peace. The glorious view has a new meaning for me now. It symbolizes excitement, creativity, possibility, and change. No-thing is static and  experiences often tend to blend into one another.

I continue to be dazzled and mesmerized by the events of these past couple weeks. Why did these coworkers re-emerge now and not earlier, since I have been going to this Dunkin Donuts for close to five years? Was my dream pre-cognitive or perhaps a parallel reality that has morphed into my primary one? Does moving up in an elevator translate to the future and descending down lead to the past? Am I reading too much into to the fairly common encounters one may have with former associates who work in the same field within the same city? Can symbols in waking life take on the same significance as those attributed to the dreamscape?

I do not know the answers to these queries, but I believe that some force field is nudging me to pay careful attention to these events. I am really glad I did record this dream back in 2012, and I will  certainly continue to gaze into the windows of my soul.

 

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Sadness at Solstice

Tomorrow morning at 6:51 AM EDT the sun rolls into the sign of Cancer and the Solstice begins: Summer in the Northern Hemisphere and Winter in the Southern Hemisphere. Let me take this time to say that people from at least 106 countries have visited litebeing chronicles and that is humbling. I try to be mindful of the diversity of my readers, particularly when describing astrological world events. Every continent is well represented and I want to say thanks for your time and interest!

Tonight’s post is not what I expected to produce a few days ago. I am not feeling the excitement and glow of the longest day of the year and the start of Summer. I am feeling Chiron’s sting. Chiron went retrograde ( in my first house) today at 8:44 AM EDT.  I have not felt so sad and defeated in quite some time. It has been a very arduous and tedious year, nothing like the wonder and awe of 2013. But tonight I feel a deepening well of sorrow in my heart. The heaviness and hopelessness is palpable and my requests for guidance have been denied. Where are my guides?

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I just realized as I edited this photo above that today marks the 2 year anniversary ( during the rare Venus transit) since I resigned from a potentially fulfilling but ultimately soul – devouring job. I am feeling some of those same feelings and asking many of the same questions, perhaps with a slightly different twist. I am reliving childhood wounds of rejection, isolation, alienation, judgement, criticism, and betrayal. I feel victimized, set-up to lose, misunderstood, and ignored.

The new twist on this shadow-dance is I am asking myself if I need the lessons anymore. Perhaps it is practical to recognize that some challenges are not worth fighting and some situations are not worth my time and energy. If only I could be sure! There was a time when I told myself that if I attracted a new person or situation into my life , the sheer manifestation was reason enough to embrace the lessons that accompanied the opportunity. Eventually I discovered that having a new boyfriend or moving to a new apartment did not equate to finally “finding the right one” or ” living the dream ” ( pun intended) !

Sometimes less is more or the lesson is how to let go and move on…

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 So I am going to let the sadness be within me and feel its weight. I am not going to fight or resist. I will let myself live with the emotional currents and ride the waves of NOW.

take a listen:     wanna shadowbox?

 

in light and dark – litebeing

 

 

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